Wednesday, June 14

By oneself

By oneself, indeed, is evil done; by oneself is one defiled.
By oneself is evil left undone; by oneself, indeed, is one purified.
Purity and impurity depend on oneself.
No one purifies another.

(Dhammapada v. 165)

Monday, June 12

Pauses

What's there to intrepre t in pauses? That sudden drop in conversation? That unexpected silence bounced off the chat window?

How do you get into other's mind?

Uneasy silence hangs in the air
its meaning lingers like dust
there for a second
blown by wind the next
lost forever

Wednesday, June 7

TODAY

Today I woke up with pain in my stomach and overall discomfort. It's my period and seemed that my body had not yet decided whether to give me the usual pain in my stomach or spinning headache.

Today I went with my hubby driving me to the office. We were pretty silent. Listening to the joke on the radio together, but apart from that.. not much.

Today work was just okay. Nothing special, nothing shocking. Just found out that you have to format your CDRW if you want to burn it. No wonder yesterday I coulndn't.

Today I spent almost all my working day editing and writing, which I do like very much. Mood permitting.

Today I had my lunch on my desk, thawing yesterday's lunch I brought from home. Yesterday was a working lunch and I forgot.

Today I asked my friend for a game of otthelo, whether he'd like it or not, whether he played it or not. He never had.

Today I chatted with my single friend about marriage life.

Today was just another ordinary day that come my way.

Not so.

I am tired in my heart for reason I cannot say. I am tired in my body because of my period. I am tired in my mind coz am a bit bored with my work in general.
And there's this shadow lingering over me that say: things are not what they seem.... there are hidden things that you cannot see, you cannot touch, but somehow you know they are there.. but you have no idea how to reach them

Today I am gonna go home after this blog and pondering...
What was actually happened today?

Thursday, June 1

What you can do in ONE MINUTE

  • Mini meditate: breath in slowly, breath out slowly
  • Watch 3 TV commercial breaks
  • Brush your teeth in a rush
  • Cross the street
  • Do your Kegel exercise
  • Finish up a cup of coffee, not steaming, of course
  • Do absolutely nothing
  • SMSing your friend
  • Do some sit ups (if you wanna)
  • Stretch.....
  • Scan thru a reading
  • Copy and paste in your comp
  • Unconciously munching on a cookie, not realizing the calory + fat + sugar
  • Looking at the clock and realize that one minute could actually be sooooooo long

My favorite one (or two) liners

The truth... has a mysterious way to find day light.
Horatio Caine, CSI Miami

Life is too short, why bother
My brother in his blog

If you want to be happy, be!
My mother

Money is not the key to happines, but if you have it, you may create your own key.
forgot who said that....

You can never own a person.. you can never own his dreams, his thoughts, his feelings, his desires..
They are his alone... and it's up to him to share it with you
My own

It is not what you feel inside, it's what you do that defines you
Batman Begins

Every death is certain
Kingdom of Heaven

Evidence never lie
CSI: Crime Scene Investigation